God will never give you more than you can handle..

Okay, so I definately havent wrote on here in forever but right now i feel like its a need to do so. Its been 7 months since i have seen my boyfriend, trent. In september, it had been 3 months since i had seen or talked to him and out of nowhere at 7 p.m. he called me. He had absolutely with no doubt made my night! But ever since that month..i havent heard his voice..he has wrote me letters but seeing his face and hearing his voice would be ten times better! But anyway..last night his mother who is like my ultimate best friend, had texted me and told me that trent was on facebook. I was so excited i could barely breath, I was stumbling for my phone to log onto facebook. And ever since last night..my stomach has been in knots just waiting for him to message me and tell me how much he misses me and that he loves me..well, today we got into an argument before he logged off. And i cant get it out of my head. How can it be that this person that i love so much more than anything, is the one person that i am always fighting with? I dont understand? He is such a beautiful person, inside and out. If any of you have not been able to meet trenton wade let me give you a little insight of what he is like. He is athletic, handsome, funny..he can make you laugh no matter what mood your in guaranteed! He is driven, passionate about things that he truely loves, sweet, caring, and at times he can be serious but yet doesnt know the meaning of the word serious. And you can count that he ALWAYS has a smile on his face that can brighten anybodys day! He is an amazing guy. Ya know what you read those books or watch those movies with the amazingly cute couples who seem like they are meant to be together yet in the end have to split apart because all they do is argue? You get so mad when you see them breaking up because you thought in the back of your mind that they would last forever..you never know think that that could happen to you. Until your right down to the 2 decisions that could make your life what you want it to be or change it for what it should really be. This is at most one of my favorite quotes "Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails...But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7,13" When i read this quote it really makes me think. It makes me realize all the stupid things that people who claim to be in love fight about that really is just pointless and a waste of time. For the past year, i have faced the challenge of having to turn to one of those tw options that you are faced with in life and today i have realized what i truely want. I love my boyfriend more than anything! He means so so much to me. I believe in him more than i do myself. I am very proud of who he was when i first started dating him and i am even more proud of who he is turning back into. He is a great guy. And instead of just letting him know, i wanted to let the whole world know exactly how much i love trenton wade custer!