hello everyone! Kay..so, nothing has really gotten any better which i am pretty used to by now. I think that I have finally lost the one person who made me the happiest! If he is reading this, then I want him to know that I am very sorry and that I will always love you!! Have you ever lost something that you wish you could have back? Its like agonizing pain that wont go away!! You feel like your insides are slowing falling apart, i hate this feeling!! I look at it now and just think to myself, what happened? I am so in love with him and you can't even tell..we fight all the time and in the past every time we would fight i would tell myself as i was crying "oh..its okay, this always happens to us but then we end up working things out and getting back together" but now..i don't think that is happening this time and that is something i am going to need to learn to cope with even though it hurts like hell!!! Time heals itself but I am Trent to know that I AM SO SORRY!!!! and I don't hate you...I could never hate you! I love you more than anything and you are my other half! Bye Trenty...you will always hold a place in my heart and thats a promise...
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