Good morning everyone! So, I woke up this morning and decided to grab my bible and devotions book to go with it. As I opened my bible up, I found a whole bunch of sticky notes and letters inside of my bible and I was reading them. Towards the front of the bible, I found one particular sticky note that said "I love you Lex T.W.C+A.M.C. forever" It was something Trent had wrote for me last valentine's day and he had stuck it in my bible. While looking at that little piece of paper, I felt a huge smile come across my face. Then while looking more into my bible to see what else I could find, I found a piece of paper that my 5 year old cousin had been writing on last year when her and her brother lived with us and that piece of paper said Trent's name all over it with hearts..if you haven't guessed yet, she loved him! lol. Ya see, things like this that happen, it makes me seriously wonder what happened between us? I just don't understand? Even though we fought, we were amazing together! I don't mean to sound conceded, but we were. My family loved him, if he wasn't there for a family gathering everyone was coming up to me asking "where's Trent?" And his family loved me too. His family made me feel so welcome. His mom and grandma were the best especially! They always knew how to make me laugh! Sometimes when Trent and I would argue, I would go into his mom's room and talk to her and then next thing you hear is her yelling "Trent, be nice to Lex! You two need to get along!!" There were times when she would tell me and Trent to get ready because we were going to the movies, so we would spend like 2-3 hours getting around then we would leave so late, drive all the way to Warsaw or Fort Wayne and the theatre would be almost closing! Oh gosh, sometimes she would frustrate me and Trent but she will always be one of my heroes! She has overcome so much and even though I can't see or talk to her right now, she knows that I miss her! She is like a mom to me and I am so glad that I had a chance to meet her. Her and her family made a huge impact in my life!
This is Trent and I..don't we look so happy? :)
Geez, I will definitely say though that I had my share of wrong. Sometimes we would be playing the wii and I would get so frustrated that he kept winning so I would start pouting and I would say that I was done playing with him and then there we go! I just started a fight. hahaha. I look back now and see how much time we waisted arguing when we could of spent that time laughing and being happy. There was this one time when Trent and I were baking a cake, and we made purple icing! Like 5 minutes after making the icing, then next thing we know we are whiping it all over each other and running around the kitchen just laughing! Nights like those are things I would like to remember forever. When we first started dating, he decided that "our song" would be hold my hand by akon then after this whole breaking up thing happened, I decided that our song would be I won't let go by rascal flatts and then after that one, he decided that he liked the song never gonna leave this bed by maroon 5 so right now, we have 3 songs. haha. But I listen to them all of the time and sometimes, I will be in the car and they will come on the radio, its funny because it feels like they only come on the radio when I am thinking about him. I just want him to always know that no matter what happens now or in the future, I am always here for him and that will never change. :) Well, thanks for reading, that is my blog for the day! Bye everybody!! :)
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